Just a matter of indirect object and verb tenses

From: North Carolina

When nothing is going good, the situation is thrown on me and I fall to the bottom, in that moment in which everybody want to dissapear far away. And like a reflex action a word appears in my mind, faster than lightning, like a lion behind his prey... A word that give me strength. It's funny... I have always thought that words convey, and unconsciously, hide things... the meaning, their real hidden meaning for us...

Why we always complicate everything? It could be easier. It seems that as harder it is, it's funnier and really, with it, only we obtain pain. The vanity, the pride and the prejudices have the power in this world, in this case. I'm beggining to think that if I want live in peace I will have to leave this planet.

How times thought I that it could be possible? How times I saw that in a few days all would ended with a good final.  At no time I thought that I would be where I'm.

And again and again, but never that I want... Why do they ask many questions? Cuanto mas me preguntan mas odio el presente. Why are they the others always? Why do they insist? Cuanto mas me hablan mas me acuerdo del pasado. Why are they the others always?. Why were you once but now you're not here? Cuanto mas persisten mas imagino en condicional. Why not you?

'Déjate llevar... Lo que tenga que ser será'... te tomo la palabra.

R! And we return to start again.

"I told you not to fall in love with me"